Thursday, June 9, 2011

3G - Day 9

Weight: 200.4#

Up again. Feeling bad about it. Ate too much again today. Lotta roast chicken. Way more than needed. Plus fries. Why do this to myself?

Stop. Fucking. Around.

Helping:

Miss M kicking my ass
Biggest Loser inspiration

Not Helping:

Bad food choices
Eating said bad food

Feeling:

Frustration, depression, disappointment. Gaining sucks. Being in the 200+ again sucks. If it sucks so much, why do I make the decisions? Trade what I want for what I want right now. No. Bad me.

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